You know my name but not not my story ♥♥

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Would eu have supported me just as eu did for him? No right. Then why must I do what eu want first then I do what I want? I op to move out because I can't stay there with eu without fighting and arguing... I don't want the riches that eu have, all I want is to be me! Regardless if I'm clumsy, I spill food all over, make a mess, trip over stuffs, and it's obvious that I don't have it all together but I like it this way. It's called being me!I don't give 2 fucks if other people have it all together or they have the best of things. I'm me, take me as I am or the whole fucking world wont get me. So what if I don't do well in school... It's just school, not life... I may not be successful in education and career but atleast I'm sucessful in life... Eu all count on me, my friends count on me, strangers trust me without question... So where's the flaw in that? Ya, eu always have to bring me down, cut me into pieces until it affects me and the people around me... But not once did I ever walked out on eu.. Cos eu are my family...I don't give up on my family... but now... I don't see things the way they are anymore... I'm always reading into eur words... Eu think I have fun in that? I can't and won't be who eu want me to be... I just want to be me... I grew up to early... Let people say that I'm childish, boring, fucked up and a mess. I don't care. I'm happy as long as I get to be me.... If only eu know... I'm sick of the argument, sick of the reasoning and sick of the lies... I want to be able to walk up to eu and just day the truth, say what I feel and share my stories... But I guess that will never happen... All of my stories will be lock up inside of me...