You know my name but not not my story ♥♥

January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 December 2010 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 October 2011 November 2011 May 2012 August 2012 February 2016

Somehow... when i look back.... i saw no one..... just me..... all alone.... struggling... shagged.... but still moving on... I don't know how i do it.... but i did it.... so ot doesn't really matter anyway... but it would be nice if someone was there.... I.... could really... use a shouder to lean on....

I guess... I'm just naive to believe that they really are doing things for us....
To be killed from the inside.... is..... :)
I... love them very very dearly....
To love them is to suffer... And the more I love.. the more i suffer...
Feels like a steel knife stuck on my wind pipe.... Slowly.. but surely... taking my life away....

I begged of eu.... Stop all this... We already have enuff....
But why can't eu see it... I know its not much but we all appreciate eu very much...
we all love eu always... So please... stop.... Enuff...
We all has had enuff...

stop.... Stop what eu are doing...It'll only make things worse...
Stop it.... mom....

Bi... I never want to hurt eu in any way possible... But sometimes things happen and i don't know what to do... I don't really have anyone to turn to for my problems...
I'm strong cos i've always been alone... Having no one to look after is easy... All i have to think about is me.... Till i met eu.... I've realize how hard it is to really be strong...To have the courage to face all that may come towards me...
To go full throttle on life... To just breath and go ahead the next day... It's hard...

But with eu by my side, I'm ready. I'm more stronger with eu than alone...
So please... bear with me and go through all with me....
Losing eu is not an option... I... don't want to.... lose eu...
I almost lose eu back then.... I don't want it to happen again...
I won't let it happen again...

Please don't feel threaten by other gerls... Cos they are just jealous and envying us for we have what they don't... Happiness and bliss.
We may not have alot of money and fame and all those branded goods and high end stuff but we have each other =)

We may not provide each other the best that money can buy...
All we have is the best that our hearts can give =)

When i look back and see where I come from and to be here is breathtaking..
The view is simply amazing... With eu here by my side.... There's nothing more that i can ask for...

2 years... It's been 2 years that we've been together... It's not smooth and easy...
It's 2 years because our relationship is a broken ship... We are sailing a wrecked ship... When there's a storm, we worked on getting the ship to stay afloat and sail through the storm... I'm loving this ship more and more.. I wouldn't trade it with anything else.. Even for a perfect ship... It's just lovely to be on the same ship with eu...=)

Guess what?? It doesn't stop there. The ship is still going on and strong.
I'm gonna ride this ship as long as i can and god willing to let me =)
Cos i don't want to go back to where i came from... Thank eu bi...

I love eu so much dear <3