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You were supposed to love me
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 || 6:16 AM
Your love was supposed to be unconditional and unbiased
Yet i always feel cast aside and alone.
You were supposed to always support me
but you never said I was good enough.
You were supposed to protect me from the world
but you left me to fend for myself.
all I ever did was hurt myself for you
because I am always the unwanted child.
You speak of love when your love is for your only son.
You speak of respect when all you do is trample on others.
You speak of fairness and equality when fairness to you means nothing more than words.
How am I supposed to look up to you when you have never done anything worth looking up to.
How am I to learn respect when I have never seen it from you.
After all this time, I realised, that all my bad points are from you.
I am the way I am because you brought me up to be like this.
Granted, you have fulfilled the bare minimum of your role, to provide and care.
Honestly, i think you did love me, once. a long time ago.
But love is funny like that.
Now that Im all grown up, I see you.
You and your expectations.
You and your facades.
You and your undying love for your son, my brother
You as you really are.
Maybe you changed? Or perhaps that is how you have always been.
Brand new eyes get clearer with time.
But no matter what, I still love you
Always and forever, till my dying day
because without you there will be no me.
you are still my dearest mother.
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