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Saturday, May 22, 2010 || 9:43 AM
feeling like i'm a loser.
didn't get accepted into NUS.
i knew all along that i won't get it, so i didn't put any hopes on it but i'm still sad about it cause it makes me feel like there is only a slim chance of geting anywhere now.
i hate this feeling.
i waited so long.
i prayed so hard for this.
yet i feel like i'm being punished.
don't i not deserve this?
have i done something that would rob me of an opportunity to achieve my dreams?
or is it me that is delusional? refusing to accept the fact that THAT is all i am capable of.. no matter how hard i try. THAT was my limit, my best. Too bad it wasn't good enough dinah.suck it up.
i think i died a little inside today, being back for college day and all..
people say good things come to those who wait.
but what if the wait was in vain?
it will still be bad news only later...
this.just.sucks.
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