You know my name but not not my story ♥♥

January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 December 2010 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 October 2011 November 2011 May 2012 August 2012 February 2016

The clock is ticking now,
the dreadful day drawing near.
As the last leaf falls
i pray,
not for a miracle,
definitely not for something i don't deserve
but just for strength
and to have a little hope
in the best,
in what will happen,
that i will take it in my stride
and walk out with my head held high
knowing i did my best
tears may flow, streaming down
maybe of joy?
sorrow?
injustice?
or just luck?
it all still comes down to just one thing
to have a place to what is regarded necessity
in this circle.
everything else is beneath.
So you tell me,
is it too much to expect to at least
get enough?
it just drips with irony,
how your best may not be good enough
you are defined by society
and not by you
narrow i maybe to think
that there is only one path to choose
but would you settle for anything less
when you know you are capable for achieving
the best?