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haven't had the urge to blog recently.. until noww:):)
Relief teaching so far hasn't been bad. probably cause the J1s haven't
come in yet thats why so slack. So slack to the point of being v v v boring -______-

But its not gona last very long cause the J1s coming in this week.
i dunno if thats good or not cause it means no more free periods and more classes:(
Teaching small remedial groups is ok but i don't think i can do a whole class.
Remembering how my class were being retarded to the relief teacher somehow that is gona bite me in my ass, i think. And also, i don't think i can ever get use to being a teacher in Peejay.

Dy is working too.
So from being being not employable, we are now very busy.( the gift of being patient?)hahaha.
But it good, so now when we go out we won't always be dry anymoreeeeee:)

karma has a way of biting you in the ass. where it hurts the most.

i remember when i was in peejay i use to tell myself i will never return to relief teach cause got cooler jobs out there. Who wants to teach when you can work at trendy sales outlets and get staff discounts.. or work in restaurant and eat yummy food all day..etc etc.. Get my point?

But guess how it turned out. Obviously, i couldn't get any of those cooler jobs and peejay needed relief teachers for Geography and thus i ended up returning to peejay and relief teaching for geography. Me and my big mouth.

I know, i know..better than not being employed blah blah blah.. but still. imagine you hate wild mushrooms and you decide they are the most ridiculous things in the world and you want to exterminate them cause there are way more yummy food around.. like chickens. So you want to eat chickens. AND LO AND BEHOLD! CHICKENS ARE OUT OF STOCK AND THE ONLY THING THAT THEY HAVE ARE WILD MUSHROOMS. so you have to eat them so that you won't wither away and die. how ironic. you can't can't eat it. Same reasoning applies.

Don't get me wrong. I'm happy that finally i have work and my bank account will be filled with numbers again. i just cannot believe how the whole thing is dripped.. no no.. that's too light a word.. SATURATED TO THE POINT OF BURSTING ALL OVER MY FACE with plain irony.

Now that school had re-opened, everybody is v v busy..except me and dy:(
i'm jobless and dy is school-less so we have absolutely nothing to do.
went over to dy's place v early yesterday cause

1)one bored person plus another bored person equals to less boredom for two people.
2)cause i miss him la:):)

To my surprise, my dear dear boy is wearing a stud in his ear. But cause he only pierced one side( and studs come in pairs right) he decided to be romantic and give the other side to me! HAHAHA.He even put it on for me. i thought the whole thing was a bit siao lor:X
But it was romantic lar..cannot deny. HEHE. what to do, got a bad boy.sorta.
so we ended up walking around town with matching stud(s)SO UNORTHORDOX! but sweet la.
what can i say, he is a gentleman in his own way:) THANKS DY! ILY.

Walked around town with the intention of goiong shopping but in the end decided against it cause..

REASON WHY I SHOULD NOT GO CRAZY FOR THE TIME BEING:

1) I am unemployed..still
no job = no money right? so thats why must be thrifty and buy only what's necessary, Like a good pair of jeans. Don't be fooled by evil words like "SALE" and " FURTHER REDUCTION OF 70%" cause they are just trying to appeal to the kiasu side of us.

2) I will 99% of the time buy things that i don't need
Just cause things look cute and i have money doesn't mean i should get them. Like for example, just cause snowcaps look cute and boots look cute doesn't mean i should get them. WHERE THE HELL AM I GOING TO WEAR THEM TOO? SNOWCITY? thats just stupid right? so must cross out.

3) I most probably already have it
Quoted from dy:" everything looks familiar cause most probably you have them already in your wardrobe but you're just too lazy to clean!" and its true. Heart pain when you find out you have duplicate of the same pieces in you wardrobe that looks like YOU can get lost it in yourself if you don't tie a piece of rope around your waist and tie that to a pole! So don't be fooled dinah, when you say " eh! looks familiar. i think my friend has it. Very nice. must buy!" most probably you mean "eh! looks familar! i think i've bought it before and its AT HOME!" then, practice some patience and go home and look for it first. Patience is a virtue and it also saves money:)

So that's about it i guess:)

P.S I HOPE I GET THAT ADMIN JOB:(

Since i am unemployable i've spent everyday doing housework and the likes.. to make up for all the time i've ever scampered off and high-tailed out the door saying i need to study every time i needed to do them before.
But since i have no other reason not to do them now and trust me.. i've max-ed out and exhausted other possible escape routes, is time to get my hands dirty.
Yes, v v housewife material now i'm proud to say (IZWAN MARRY ME ALR! AHAHAHAH)

Then yesterday, i decided i wanted to try and sew something. But i didnt want to sew clothes because god knows no one would want to wear it.. not even me, given my very horrendous skills. So i made a doll. a small green little look-like-toyol one. HAHAHA. with cute button eyes. its adorable if i must say so myself. NOT BAD FOR A FIRST-TIMER OK:) Dy says he wants to see it so ill bring the toyol the next time i see him.

Speaking of which, i just called 7-11 to apply for work and this foreign guy picks up. Not that i have anything against foreign people but i couldn't understand anything!So i try my best to translate it to something that is close to making any sense at all.. even pressing the phone so close to my ear in a lame attempt to make what he's saying suddenly crystal clear. it kinda work. Managed to understand bits but when i look back it doesn't seem like it makes sense leh! hiaz..pfft. Shall have too drag Dy along so that i won't look like a total ass -_________-"

Dear Dinah Atiqah,
1.You led your tarian in to SYF central judging and they got the freaking gold(crushing and trampling over many others that stood before you and THAT gold along the way ~ oh, the pain they must have felt. HAHAHA)
2.You verbally abuse and physically overpower Alex Lee the whole year(plus/minus) till you are almost as fierce as the guys( Let's face it, the number of friends you have of the female gender is countable. The girls hated your guts.)
3.Your voice can be heard 902370234823048 miles without you even trying so( you have officially swallowed the microphone into your throat )

SO WHY IS IT SO DAMN HARD FOR YOU TO PICK UP THE PHONE AND CALL SOMEONE FOR A FREAKING JOB?

What's the worst that could happen? No one can bloody see your face can? If you talk nonsense can just hang-up! LAMEXZXZXZ.
even i cannot take my lame-ness but believe it or not ( i know the people who know me cannot believe) but i'm just damn shy.
By this time, i think i'm a pro in sending resume. CAN YOU FREAKING IMAGINE THE NUMBER OF RESUMES IVE SENT OUT!
and still, no one wants to hire me.
i am god damn unemployable i think:( pffft..

Someone please hire meeeeeeeeeeee.

i know its a bit late. 5 jan alr and im just getting over 2009:):)
What can i say. it was a hectic year. People cloest to me should know.

In 2009, friendships were fostered. Real, valued friendships. The kind that lasts through thick and thin, through rain and shine and everything in between. Aisyah, Nizza and Hawa you guys made 2009 a blast. Through tarian where we had to endure the gruelling steps, the stupid ACES day walk at the canal and the Chennai trip where we all struggled to fit into one bed to watch Kuch Kuch Hota Hei and Aisyah being the last one to knock out.. truly, these moments shared with you guys were the happiest about my time in PeeJay. I thought i was the crazy one. Never thought i would meet 3 other just the same. if it was just us, i swear the school would catch fire:) Especially my babe Aisyah, thanks for always being there. Whenever i needed advice, you'll readily be there to give it to me. You're my pillar of strength (and my partner in crime) Granted our relationship had never started like this.Heck.we hated each other. We wanted to strangle each other and bite each other's heads off. HAHAHA. i still cannot believe it. But after that talk and finally realising who the culprit was that has been planting all those evil thoughts into our heads about you/me( your sister luv kan:)::) ) things were good babe. We were good:)

In 2009, i met my dear dear boy Md Nur Izwan. When we first met, situation couldn't be anymore stupid than it was in our case. Me with my arm in a sling, you tercangkung pat bugis, me trying my hardest to balance the tray filled with food in BK and you standing there laughing and wondering what the hell you should do!HAHAHAHAH. But we have come a long way since then. My dear boy,you've taught me a lot about life, love and about myself. Never thought i could love someone so much like how i love you and best of all is knowing that you love me as much too:) i know i've hurt you a few time this year. Im really sorry. To all the times we would walk around aimlessly and it didn't matter cause all we wanted was to spend time with each other, the times we were always hungry and to all the countless ice-creams we had. 2010 will be a better year. We will just keep getting stronger and overcoming any obstacle:) We will face all with nothing less than laughter. We may be 2 kids in love.. but it's still love no matter what they say.

These were the best parts of my 2009. Everything else was just icing on my cake:)